A while ago, I got this email from one of my bestfriends in response to my blog post. No one has ever made me feel so confident to the fact that I can make a difference. This guys is the most amazing person I've ever met.. He is full of enough love to hold the entire world in his arms. He see's people for who they are and never lies, never takes anything or anyone for granted. He really appreciates everything people do for him and always see's the best in every situation. He is the most amazing person I've ever met and im so glad to call him my friend. Love you Curtis James Quinlan Horner and thankyou for making such a difference in my life. :)
My dear friend,
It may be true that indeed you havent been there very much. It is true that i truely miss you alot. but those few moments where you are there, i savour them. I know the stressful path that is laid before you, and i understand the massive burden that you bare, and im not mad at you in the least. I look at you and i smile, i think to myself, that is one determined girl who is persuing her lifes dream with every inch of her being and then some. it is truely admirable; inspirational. how many people do you know that are doing the same thing? nobody i know makes the kind of sacrifices that you make. you might think im against you because you're never there. but you're wrong, im behind you in this; in everything. I believe that you need someone to be there for you when you need them, who will not abandon you to deal with things alone. i wont leave you, i cant, you dont need imaginary friends Rachel, because you have a real one right before your eyes.
UWC is a big deal for you; the biggest deal and i have unbelieveable confidence in you, im not putting expectations on you because im not wanting you to fulfil my dream, i want you to do it because its wat you want to do. I know ur probably gonna hate me for saying this but... ok worst case scenario, you dont get in. Yes people will be dissapointed but it will be because they knew its wat you wanted. they will not dissown you, they will be proud of you with every fibre in their body. they will love you, your family will love you, I will love you no matter what happens. You shouldnt think about dissapointing everyone. you should be sooo damn proud of yourself for having a dream and persuing it. you can walk with your head held high knowing that you gave gave everything your best and then decided that wasnt good enough so u made your best even better. even if you dont get in you will change this world one way or another. there will be changes flyin left right and center that world wont know what to do with them all ;). You've already changed one persons world already and your only 16. You dont need UWC to make a difference, the UWC needs you love :). Your going to accomplish unbelieveable things in your life Rachel. I believe in you :). Try your best, ill be there to support you. rise to the top, and ill be there to help you celebrate. If you fall, ill be there to catch you, and congratulate you on a job well done.
Im sorry, this may not mean much comming from me... but i mean every word
Love you lots oxox
Your Eternal Friend
The Dork, Curtis James Quinlan Horner
Quote:
"you are unique like a brown skittle. because there has never been a brown skittle. and there shall never be another."
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